Beginnings are always fun

So I've decided to start blogging. Part of the reason is because I tried keeping a journal and failed. Probably because it takes too long to write by hand and I have limited time.

I've hit the point in my life where I realize that I don't know where I personally stand on most issues in life. I know where I was raised to stand and what I'm supposed to believe, but I've started being very cynical towards that. Its time I start looking into issues that I don't know enough about to have an opinion (as most people can't stand when people have unfounded opinions). I want to be educated, but not exactly in the sense of "I'm about to graduate college, so I have an education," but in the sense that I want to know why I believe what I believe and make decisions based on that. If this results in a complete "way I live my life" makeover, so be it. That might be what I need to get rid of the overwhelming sense that I don't know anything (which is most likely contributing to my depression).

Yes, I have been diagnosed with depression. A little about myself now I guess. I'm graduating with distinction from UNCA in May. I work at McDonald's. I live in a trailer. I have a boyfriend. I want a dog. My family lives 2.5 hours away and I wish I could afford (money and time wise) to visit them all the freakin time. I dance and I do theatre. I don't really know which direction I want to go with my career yet. Ummm my favorite colors are blue and hot pink, but I'm really starting to lean towards bright red as another favorite. I know that's cheesy to put my favorite colors, but I'm out of things to say at the moment.

Until I have time to write again, I'm out.