Work and school and health troubles

Last night, I stayed up studying until 11 pm, then got up this morning at 4:30 am to finish studying. Studied 4:30 to 6:45 am, took a shower, went to work 8 am to 1 pm.

During my lovely (or not) shift, there was nothing done, the store was a mess, and this bitch decided to comment on my weight. Okay, first of all, yeah I've gained weight. I'm between 105-110 pounds. My parents say I look good. My boyfriend says I'm "voluptuous." Second of all, this girl and I don't get along. Period. Where I come from, its not okay to flirt with one's boyfriend in an overtly sexual manner. Third of all, I'm stressed the hell out already.

She comes up to me, stares at my stomach, and makes the remark "Putting on a few pounds?" What I wanted to say was, "Yeah. That comes from sitting down studying and actually getting an education. I have someone who appreciates the way I look and I get laid by the same man on a regular basis. Unlike you, who has to walk around like a skanky ass slut wanting to fuck every dick she can find and probably not getting any because who knows what kinda shit you've caught." Instead, I just say, "Yeah, I probably have."

So I'm pissed off. And my manager has the nerve to ask me what's wrong. I don't want to talk to her. The only person I'm in need of talking to is my boyfriend. I really wanted to look at her and say "Its none of your damn business. And why would I tell you anyway? You're the tramp who's probably spreading the rumor that I'm pregnant." Instead, I just tell her that I need to talk to my boyfriend.

So I go and take a test, which I'd been studying for, and which I knew all the answers. First time this semester, so I'm actually pretty proud of myself. Go to the doctor for my wrist and to get my birth control changed. I weight 109. So, I'm already hurting from the nasty pregnancy rumors and the comments about my weight...now this?! I figure its gotta boil down to a) maybe I am pregnant, b) depression causes weight gain, c) my current birth control, or d) maybe I'm just getting older and my metabolism is finally slowing down.

So I'm tired. Its exam week, which means working my butt off. I can barely stand the people I work with for much longer. And I'm worried about my weight and my health. This sucks.